chances

Impossible?? dreaming??
or
never work hard enough?



Why is everytime the things, the dreams , the goals,
everything tat i dream of it won't happen??
Jus some simple wish!! simple dream..
but i really did work hard on it!! i did my best!! but did i receive
wat i should get in the end?? TATS NOOO!!
den y should i care?? since i get something lik tat..



For example jus lik a "" mirror "" no matter how u wann get close to the sunlight,
as long as sunlights SEES uu, no MATTER on wat OCCASIONS!!
it will REFECT N GO AWAY AUUUTOOOMATICALLY!! will one day the mirror
bcomes a solar cells tat can absorb the "heat" the "light" frm the sunlight
and keep itself "warm"??

well it is all depend on sunlight! if it will change n shine
on the other part of the mirror wherby it doesnt reflect at all..
it still goes on! without sunlight, ther no reason for mirror to goes,
it hold still hoping tat one day it will come true..




Jus lik a mirror everyone seems to use it n go, EVERYONE took it for GRANTED!!
without notice tat one day
if it doesnt show infont of u anymore den wher can u find u lookin at urself again?
not everything comes for free!! once gone, it might b gone for good..
Although ther is mani other beautiful mirror ard! but every mirror has its unique
beauty, texture, shape ,size , price, name!

Well its jus a mirror afterall rite? ther is so mani others BETTER ONES ard y should i care even if this simple plain didnt exist rite? agree?? den u an a idiotic fucking cb!!

even a simple plain mirror u see everydae!!
DID U GO WATCH IT CAREFULLY??
DID U CLEAN IT??
DID U NOE WHEN THE LAST TIME U LAST LOOK AT IT??
DID U NOE WHEN THERE IS SCATCHES ON IT N U DUN EVEN CARE??

this show wat kind of person u r!! if all the answers is NOOO!!
u better WAKE up!! its not too late..
dun wait when u regret n hating urself for bcoz
u didint treasure when it is ard!!





ppl wif brains will noe wat i m tryin to say here!! dun let urself hav a chance to regret, in ur life, u think u got so much time to spend on ur stupid things?? its jus 80++ yrs b4 u die..

u done sky diving? diving? flying? visit countries u nv been to b4? have a bright future? ski? play wif snow? seen snowing? seen the tallest building in the world wif ur eyes? drive in ur dream car? be wif ur dream partner for the rest of ur life?? den wat r u doin for the past yrs when u r alive?? did u seriously think bout it B4?? a minute to think bout it? yes? no? try it..


some wif ppl wif deadly sickness wann live sooo much n yet u r wasting time, they really deserve one more chance!! hu will help them? i seen one when he only left 1mth to live!! he gav eveything he could!! even wif sickness he went ard to help ppl!! care for them, do things tat he think tat worth it.. he didnt went to the tallest mountain in the world!! he nv marry a most beautful woman on earth! he went to old age homes, hospital to help out the needy!! he didint hav much time but he smile n face death! u?? will u do the same?? b4 the time he passed away! he said, the only thing i really regret in my life is, i didnt treasure wat i got when i m healthy n living happily.. for now till the time i die den i realise! when u wan to treasure wat u got! its too late!! death took everything frm him.. he die peacefully but wif tears rolling down his face! my beloved grand uncle!


now jus imagine for 3more days u r goin to die! wat would u do for the remainin time? go wher?
alot of things to sae to ur love ones? how would u spend wif them? if u die wat would happen to ur family? how they feel? wats the wish or goal tat u wan? wats ur dream? to a model? millionaire?? so manythings rite? sit down for five min.. think bout it!! u won wanna feeli lik dying animore bcoz u have so mani thing yet to b done! so if anione tel me tat he or she wann die.. i will sae GO AHEAD idiot!! i m not stopping uu.. u r letting down ur parents ur friend ur relative!! u r jus a failure jus die!! den the world would hav lesser idiots lik uu.. GO JUMP!! kill urself!!.. GO!!


if u haven done all these den r u spending ur time wisely? did u really treasure wat u hav now?? ask urself again n again THINK!! i m SERIOUS!!
think bout the mistakes!! improve urself..
ASK PPL!! ask bout ur bad points!! ACCEPT IT n change!!
u have alot of second chance!! but not everytime.. did u treasure the chance?
if after reading all this. u still feel nth!! den end ur life soon!
bye, rest in peace!


moody and sad!! =((..