watchin helplessly. i can do nth, aiyoo
how how. let u cool down fiirst den
cheer u up?..

CRACKING my brain hard!

hollow man!* damn..


nearly die on 2.4km run, run damn fast
at the start den lik chiong bck ah.
den get 9.36min..
when reached le feel lik vomiting ahx.
lying on the floor lik siao de..

den after sch go liang wen fu le. jiu stay bck n play
wif N84.. quite fun btw! hahas..
worry u till i forget my knee caps!

suay dao siao leh! got a BAO again!
hit almost the same spot i kana fall down on the bike
tat spot lohx, summore haven recover much den AGAIN
tio same spot!!
waaa merry christmas liao lohx!

now at home le getting worst. kaos!

I know everything.. nth can hide frm me.


*SELFISH?
*KEEP ON STUFFING THINGS?
*KEEP AWAY already!
*FRM HER?
*FRM HIM?
*WILL THINGS CHANGE?
*CLOSE FRIENDS?
*WHO IS MORE IMPT?
*ME
*U
*HIM
*HER
*THEM
*WE..


keep an eye close?
treat it as nth had happen b4?
so wei da meh? GOD?
TEACH ME MAN!! HAH FRIENDS..


World full of DESTROYERS!
WAT u done, U WILL PAY BCK!
I PLAY THE DEVIL
tats the rule of MY GAME!

ONCE U START, ther is NO TURNING!

very sianx.

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missing u.

*WONERFUL FAIRLY TALES BEGINS!



TAKE 528, class 5n3 phy lesson,




FIVE




FOUR





THREE






TWOO







ONE







ACTION!!

the story begin wif our
LOVELY TEACHER


MR TAY AKA
MR GOR LAY CAI!

*WATCHIN him frm behind , OMG wat a good father good old MAN he is

i can c his hard work OMG

his PASSION ='(( so touched!, and his scar at the top left hand corner!

SO MAN hor the hairstyle! =DD

wind alway blow frm the left when he is teachin..

BLA BLA BLA BLA BLA, UNDERSTAND?
kkx good class WHER IS MY 6.50 DOLLARS?
when are u goin to pay it hah JUNHAO! holy shit!
hahas.






















AS WE CAN C HIS PASSION IN TEACHING so
we CONCENTRATE in class too..

BEHIND his back WE AREEE...

.....................................................................................................................................................

KUNNY WAS...





OI JASPER HERE LAH!



YAAA FASTER FASTER wo pi jiao shang jing lah!


WE DID CONCENTRATRE!



HEY KUNNY, SAY CHEESEEE! =D





















JUS CNT GET ENOUGH! hu is cuter than me man!






















" I SHY SHY LAH !! dun shoot me DUN!!
KKX LAH LOOK AT MY RIGHT HAND!
I LOVE UUU!! cnt u c? "















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DEN ZHICHUAN WAS..




ZHICHUAN JUS DUN WAN TO JOIN IN THE
FUN. he is dreaming of when he can b transport
bck to his china bamboo forest!




STILL CAN SLP WHEN HE WAS SEATED at th first ROW!
gosh..
















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while ZHUHAO WAS..







KUA SI MI?
YAO KISS LIM BEI AH?

LAI LAH..

SEE i get so close to cam liao!
lai lah HUMJI AH HAH?



















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DEN I WAS ther..






DREAMING AWAY!! lookin outside!



















HAIS SIANX!! xiang ni!
















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hahas these was taken during phy lesson.. nobody was payin attention lohx. i even can take pictures wif my cam ah. no prob man! hahas..




today, aiyoo veri luan ahx.
ur voice jus keep appearin
but i noe i was dreaming! no calls! hmm..

I will start to be ' DIFFERENT ' !! WAHAHAHS!!
dun scare of me hor!! HEH HEH HEH!!
yes yes yes i can do it! =DD

hmm sianx todae MOCK exam den sit ther lik a fool for 20min den start writiin.. i wrote the wat singapore education den wat on right direction tat qus.. bo pian lahx all sooo diff de lohx den i chose tat qus.

start writing den lack of ideas lehx.. den write rubbish bahx i think den bout left 5min den i finished!
first tme write so short!! normally 570++ n above de..
this time 386words hahas. so little.

my super compo writing skills is not useless de. bcoz after tat i go blue room to write the sch rules things waaaaa alot to comment ah but after awhile tired le den nv write liao..

i comment on
-pool n billiard!
increase the number of days

-sch uniform
lik wsss de uniform lik shirt de style.

-hair (guys)
cnt cut slope

-shouldnt collect EZ-link cards!
scare will lost it all tat

tats it bahx..

-todae not so bad lahx at least still got a dumbdumb" pei me sms
frm moring till afternoon hahas even at hall
xie le =D..

TAROT CARDS!!
still got anione noe wher to buy the real one??
TAG ME PLS! thx..

hahas okayyyyyy wohooo =))
thx for everyones concern! love u guys! N84 n MADD!! =DD
i m dumb to think tat way! but u noe when
run till lik shen jing bin den suddenly jus lik
of coz will think lik tat ma..

NORMALLY i won lah fangxin!! hahas.
yst was jus special case,
i m alway the hyperactive one in N84 OK!!
no matter wat ur playin i join in leh hahas..

alright now i utd, love ma, cnt b force.
i won force too. but i will try my veri best to save it!
jus wan both of us to b happy! hahas..
no stress no tears, only happiness =))..

guess tats all bahx. i dunoe wat to sae leh.
think den edit again bahx hahas.

wo shi xin gan qing yuan de. any pain i will take it. i m willing to do so.

went joggin jus now.. normally i can run further but this time shorter le.
ran till jurong mrt den ran bck. suay

when half way,stomach ache.
as i run to near xiao gui ling ther den vomit bcoz
drank lots of water den veri dizzy
after a while blackout den fainted. veri ps lohx kaos
i was lying on the ground
lucky got ppl help me up.. the man so kind lahx
giv me sour de thing n eat den help me blow wind
using his book. ask me to relax dun move, kept askin

boy ni you mei you si? i sae mei si mei si
den he ask again zhen de mei si ma? zhen de ma..
he lik so gan jiong smt might happen to me den sae waann cal ambulance..
den i sae bu yong lah so kua zhang.
kaos joggin first time faint so sia suay leh.
he still wan me to drink water, piangs.

after tat really cant tahan ah but no choice walked home.
if i die ther wouldnt it b the best.

What if its positive?
the end of the world? for me.
I DUN WAN! i haven plae enough yet!
My new goal in life,
to marry u, no kiddin. and
i promise to buy a big nice comfortable de
Condominium for u
n live wif u..

wanna hav my own business,
waan b pilot b4 tat..
i wan it to come true.

i wann to takcare of u. my only loves!
live in fear everysec now.
pray hard! its isnt the truth.
live on!
hugs.misses badly=''/..

Y r u lik ' ignoring ' me?
jus wat did i did wrong again..
i dun understand, really..
for no reason jus suddenly lik tat..

everyday jus repeats,
So near yet so far!
can c but cannot feel the presence of u..

i can only watch u frm far sliently ='(.. tat really hurts!
can only watch u helplessly, i can do nth.
kan de dao que mo bu dao.

at least i can c u at sch,
i hate weekends lah!
everydae already so jialat liao den
now weekends i cant even..
hais..

i dun wan to live my life without u.
come bck to me!=''((

I don't want to say goodbye!
i also dun wan it to happen also.
i jus wish for a simple love, i realli tried
hard. giv in all i can
giv u everything i can, jus wan u to
b happy n feel safe wif me..
i dunnoe wat happen! i jus dun utd..

each time either of us return frm other
country. something will happen
me. taiwan den in the end,,
now its coming again!!
WHY IS THIS HAPPENING??
i jus wan to noe.

tat dae we r still happily chatting away on phone till so late!
for jus 1 short day! 1 veri short dae! y?
everythin changed! how can this happen? tel me y?

I see u as the most impt person MOST
impt person in my life! i nv fail to do tat,
nv treat someone lik tat b4 nv hav this kind of feelin b4!
is our love so weak?
Love is about when u love tat person u love his EVERTHING,
even his bad points..


since the day ur hair is tied up!
i nv been close to u or even get to talk to u.. jus tel me what makes u change can?? something? or someone!! without any reason it jus happen.. or its my fault?
i jus wanna noe!!

i can dun wan ANYTHING but i cnt dun wan u, why?
i love u more than anything else..
wo pa ni kan de bi shui dou hai yao zong yao..
can anyone help me? or help us?

everything u do, every word u said, every move u take, every action u do, every expression of your face, every calls u made, every sms u send!
i will alway noe n i will rem!
the calls u made, every words i can rem clearly.
alway look repeatly at ur smses!
alway wanna rem the swt things u do,
everywher u go, even at the crowdest street i can c u..


wo shi zhen de hen ai ni!
can u c how i feel bout u? i m so damn scare u noe.



Infont of u is me, nobody is perfect! no one can b perfect as well.
but i did try veri hard to b one!
although not a perfect guy!

but at least i use all my heart n i truely love u!

i m not the best man in the world i m not a rich not a hunk not a genius
all i got for u is a heart tat ALWAYS belongs to uu.

everytime i say to u " i love u ".. it comes deeply frm my heart..
i do wat i sae, i m serious bout u..


If i say i will love u till the day i die
i swear wif my life as long as i m still alive
nothing can break tat PROMISE!..

i will do it for u..

.

Talk to u when u are bored
Sms u when u feel lonely
Accompany u when u r alone
Watch movie with u when u r free
Go out wif u when nobody ask u out
Acommpany u home jus wan to spend more time u if i can
Try to make u laugh n entertain u when u feel moody or sad
Tryin to help u when u have problems
Ran for u when u r hurt, i cant b so worried sooo worried, only when it comes to u.
when u r hurt, i feel nth but ache in my heart

Everytime when i finished talkin wif u on the phone, i wish i can talk abit longer no rather dun hang up the call.. or even sms u n continue..
i can b ur best listener when u had problems, only when u decide to open ur heart...

look in ur eyes deeply
, wann tel u how beautiful u are..
play wif ur hair jus wan u to play wif me too
Ticke u as i m enjoyin the time wif u

so happy when u have new clothes n u would change it n show me.

walkin close wif u would b the happiest thing i ever done
push ur head as i love the sillyness of u
touch ur face tryin to rem ur how u look lik forever
hold ur hand when u r cold
hug u when u need it, let u feel tat u r safe wif me.
kiss u when i m tryin to tell u i love u soo much, nth can replace u..
hold u by the waist hope tat u will feel tat i will alway b ther for u..


i might b nuisance a unreasonable somtimes, but at the end i still realli care alot for uu.
what i wan is jus some care n concern frm u and
a countless hug frm uu =),
it priceless treasure tat i wan the most.




loves when u wear my big shirt n jacket my blazer, its looks so cute on u =))..
it makes me feel so wam, its so special..
this is the first time i love someone so much.

sorry yupp i m rough, push u so hard today i dun mean it de but dunnoe y my strength suddenly jus..i jus wanna jiayou for u den u jus scd me off , i wasnt angry is jus tat i m so confused bout y?!!

happiness is all i wan for us.. y is so diff leh, should i ask god?.. aiyoo mayb u need some peace.. i noe its hard for u, todae match tml training den next dae match again. cal me when u need someone kkx? hope i can b the one if u dun mind.. should i let u concentrate n rest well or?.. gosh.. misses.

cas

="(
jasper

casper

friendly

caring

but

is

a

ghost

so

equal

funny
cheerful
playful
clown
entertainer
sing songs
jump n jump
dances


transparent!
heartless
cruel
violent
harsh
agressive
sadness
pieces

hu can or even,
wat can cure the cute ghost?

answer me!!

~MAN

shit

is everythin really ok? should i jus
ignore this thing? or wat..
FREAK MAN!! WAT THE HELL!!

WANNA solve this is lik kaos! den
dun wann solve is jus an prob tat
will stuck wif me for a veri long time..

wa kao y cant all the ppl will lik "WAKE"
up n look ar themselves!! they blessed
with ppl tat treat them reali good!
r they jus SELFISH idiots! or they jus
dun care?..

Or is jus tat they knew tat, tat "someone"
will alway b ther n they jus take it as
"IT WILL ALWAYS B THER DE WAT"
y should i care..

*
CHARACTER!! ATTITUDE!!

tired day

~MR JASPER LIM J.H

waaa jus now help my mom to paint the whole house!! piangs erh sooo tired ah!! bcoz last night hahas had a swt conversation wif dear! was so fun! hahas. but den sad lah today no more le bcoz she went gentin for one day!=.=!! his dad take leave den me jiu suay le lohx! ONE WHOLE WEEEEKKK nv had a day wif her. ='(

wa saddd loh! but nvm lah hahas.. suan le i will get my revenge!! wahahas..

hmm den todae slp at 6.00am den woke up at 8.30 den start painting till bout 6pm!! waaaaa i wann tired till death le lah.. keep painitng non stop loh..was in total slpin mood loh! hahas.

den took some pic bcoz damn sianx ah! hahas.

BORIIINNGGG!!!~~

my new weapon!

my dad! hahas.

BUSY BUSY!!

Was paintin half way, den jiu anyhow draw on the wall lohx

den come out wif this. hahas i noe not veri nice!

no choice tats PAINT! not colour pencils!

when i m paintin my house i m missing her so badly!

~den got one idiot say! c ur FACE jiu sianx siao liao loh! piangs! hao xin share hor

den tat idiot lik tat sae loh piangs! hahas.. PUI!! c my face sianx u den got stupid face loh hahas..

ends~~

tired!

GOSH

wa seh, sianx lahx todae woke up 12pm..
so early loh piangs!!
yesterda slp at 5 smt..

dunnoe y everynight is the same leh! i jus cant slp
why ah? i noe y.. but izzit the reason y?
for the past 6 days!! everyday at least 4am den can slp!
piangs erh..

SLEEPING PILLS pls.. den i won stay awake n think sooo
many thing infont of my COM!! lookin at THINGS!!!
FUCK!!..

todae gonna go peiting bdae! frm 12PPL!!!
TO 4-5! waaa.. might as well dun go!
big gang go more fun ma. den last min
all cant go! see le also sianx ah..

aiya dun care le lah! jus go n fuck them for one hr den go home?
mayb bahx.. fan zheng everyda also no place to go!!
'EVERYONE' is lik soooooo busy huh..

COLDNESS EVERYWHER!!

pain

GOSHH.. today so sianx went sch den to 478..
wa piangs was riding a bike at the so called RAMP
bahx den was goin in fast speed ma, den the bike was flyin
so when i was bout to go again!! piangs i Fall at the sand ma
still pain de loh summore was bleedin at my elbow n arm ther.
suay lah den hurt my knee caps too, hen tong ah when walkin
sometimes lik machiam aiyooo.. sianx lahc cnt go jogging le.

trained hard for 2.4km.. aim for less than 9min..
hahas it possible.. when it doesnt hurt animore..

ha den went his house clean up den le play
cards till 6 pm den went home!!
waaa got someone yesterda BLUFF me lohx.
hai wo bout to go out le den suddenly cancel!!=.=!!
i will REM tat!! hahas..

tats all bahx. tml hais!!

possible

hahas..
no matter wat happen
i will smile thru it.
telling myself,

hey buddy, open ur heart, ur mind! look far, breathe in Feel it! when its really there
u can feel it.. while when its not dun feel sad too,
eventually one day it will..

*when u believe in it , ther is hope, anything is possible.. only when u decide not to, den it forever wont come true..
dun worry jus smile to it! =))
evrything is gonna b fine gonna b alright..

frm u,
me
them
him
her
everyone
anyone
anybody


Happiness!

g nf

A BIGGER MAN!!=DD


WELL if u want to b a happy person..

first u must learn how to forgive n forget!!
u cant b a petty person if u wan to succeed!!
u must learn how to forgive and forget AGAIN! veri naggy huh! hahas..
i wont wann stay as a sad n despress person also...

hahas i hope tat thur me! more ppl will get happier!! instead, everytime when i c them they r sooo sad!! bcoz of me!!

hahas soooo i came up wif this wonderful plan!! b a bigger man!! spread ur limit! dun giv urself this stress.. u wont get anything in the end!! hahas.. so the previous post!! is jus the past!!

THIS POST is the present!!


rem! b a bigger man!! ppl do make mistakes.. hahahs well wat should we do!! y not jus accept, FORGIVE THEM n FORGET bout the thing!! AM I RIGHT?? wahhahs..

finally i m feelin tat i m makin some sense!! WAHAHAS..
THANKS THANKS!! hahasas =DDD!!


hahas rather than got ppl KB my angmoh!! hahas.. tat PIG HEAD!!
PEARL EYED!!=DD

bull shit!

-Can we return to the past when we have so much fun together. we share, we care, we laugh, we smile together, isnt it lovely,
*wif u is the most beautiful chapter in my life!







I think tat she always ignore, care for others instead of me.. alway dun wan reply my sms den all those free smses is send to hu? others?? she can make phone calls wif others n i call her for soo many times n she didint pick up a single one? n didint bother to call me too.. i not impt at all? alway wan her explain to me!


BUT..
-Yesterda makes me think alot.. i will go n think bout wat i have done n rethink again den i realise!

i m jus SELFISH! u must hav suffered huh..
sorry =(..



but when u keep quiet n nv say anything, u c everytime u dun talk to me, it makes me feel tat u dun even care..
and do we have to b the first to accept other ppl than askin ppl to accept us first? rather than askin ppl to change y dun u change first? wat if, u alreadi did?

n u r jus tryin to say something bout how u feel? i dunnoe if its wrong to do tat.. but u noe, i also ask for mine, how do u wan me to change! i m willing to. its jus when a pail is full of water, n u jus keep on addin water in, eventually it will flow out rite? isnt it the same when apply onto human? u tryin to throw the water out n yet it jus keep on filling in a veri fast rate..


u got a snail, but u only got the shell without anything inside.. is tat consider a snail?

who created birthdae wishes? y is ther birthdae wish? will it really come true? how come most of the times it didint, n y ppl will still make their birthda wish? izzit tat they really have things tat they realy want?



i did mine! last yr, when u r ard standin beside me i made 3wishes..

-get good grades for N lvl,
-sucessful in life!
*U, hong yingying to b my life partner.


i m not childish! i m planning for my future already, no more child play!
i won get a second person the same as uu, u made a huge n deep footstep in my heart le..

i made it the last, bcoz tats the only thing i wan..
hope u will also think so..



sorry if i stress u too much le, but den i already lost one of my relative.. n tats y i will care n mayb control at times bcoz i m scare to lose uu. not some bad things happen to u n not tat i dun trust uu but, i lost u once i dun wan it to happen again can. its makes me wann treasure u more, n alway wann get close wif u more. hope u can utd..
dear, i m really scare..

u said u will b ther for me. i m really touched. =').
*i love uu!

WOHOOO!!

wohoooo jus now went lot 1 eat le den sianx dunnoe go wher, den finally decide go K-box wif N84..=))
wahahas i sang alot quite unfair lahx but cnt control myself ma all song so nice!! hahas..
frm 1pm go to 7pm waaaa siao de.. sing so long, but the time past so fast lohx..
we lik only sing for a while nia den 6hrs past le hahas..



WOW WOW WOW!!
today is a GREAT day!! yesss!!=DDD
DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN HAPPY MAN!! goshhhhhh..



unexpected things alway appear when i dun expect it to happen!! n it reali surprised me sia!! hahas.. so shuang lohhhhhhh!!=))) wahahahhas..
AISEH FALCONNN GALS TEAM (4X100M) ROCKKKK MAN!!
LIK PLAE CHEAT LOH run sooooo fast lehx
den so far away frm others too!! WOW STRONG TEAM MAN!! =))..



when it started wakao, the first runner okay lahx didnt go as fast den to SEOND RUNNER LE!!
wa lik machiam rocket ah!! ZOOOMMMM ran past everyone lehx!! so pro lohx!! kns dunnoe is tyco wan or wat leh!! the second runner frm sec 4 de reali did a great job she catch up le nvm den she over-take den NVM she lead le NVM she still pull the gap lehx!! piangs!!
cnt blame lahx she last time track n field team de lehx i mean in 2004 i think hahas..

DEN to MY WIFEY!! =DD.. speachlesss chiong chiong chiong till kana so fast leh!! run n run n run den nobodi is infont of her lehx she jus run lik crazy de lehx fast man!! hahas LEONA says,
CASSANDRA IS NERVOUSS wor hahas.. LAN lahx lik this also nervous BOO hahas..
u all sure win de lohx hahas.. YAY laopo!! noe y they all win anot? bcoz i got shout for her ma, laopo jiayouuuuuu!! SEE MAN I SOOO GOOD DE EHX!! got support her lohx!! hahas..

den finally to our LION!! LEONNNAAA!! wakao.. even if my wifey keeps on running they also win de lohx.. other team so slow!! haahs of coz to leo le!! the gap is even greater!! she is good infact best okay!! 13sec her fastest record lehx!! can u? hahas beat her bahx.. c her lik fei fei de still can chiong wor,, bu hui shibao dao wei lahx hahas GOOD JOB MEI!! hahas.. den they first le..

few more day i will upload their video!! damn nice lehx wa kao!! hahas.. other team kana TRASH!! hahas.. good job gals!!=))

hahas den after tat dear go cca relay also!! NETBALLLL =)..waaa kns!! this time although not veri fast at the beginning! but they still manage to run veri fast!! hahas den i saw nball de gal run till third runner le!! GERMINNNNNNN runnns wahahs =D, can c tat she reali chiooooonnnnggggggggg ahhh!! waaa can c tat she reali use her strength n run!! aiseh!! hen kuai lehx!! germin good goood!! claps!! den reach DEAR LE!! wahahas this time!! she is not goin to let the other teams off!! once she got it!! she think no more! RUNNNNN!! she machiam use allll her power put all her soul inside, lik a monster chasing behind her ah, she lik using her life to run tat lehx!! den i cheeerrrrrrrrrr shoutttttt for her again!! she is my FAVOURTIE lah <3
den she chionggg all the way den CATCH UP leh!! waaaa so pro lohx! quite some distance b4 she is run off lehx!! she still can catch up!! WOW!! tai BANG LEEEEE!! YAY!! den they got SECOND!! yessss Nball rock!! haas..


hahas after tat my event le, wa piang i reali hope to win the JAVELIN event de lohx, zao zhi dao yesterda dun go try out le!! over stretch my arm le den todae abit pain lohx.. den i veri nervous lehx! till the second throw if tat goes into the ground! i confirm get FIRST ah!! den foul not counted piangs!! den last throw so lan lahx! can feel the pain at my arm even i noe i use everything! hais.. den after tat is 4x100m b boys!! waaa our team! ME ZHAOYANG TOMMY HAKIM!! wa kaoooooo.. all damn fast runners in my team lehx!! frm the start hakim was fast lehx! den to zhaoyang lik machiam GOD lehx!! wa kao he run lik a mad lohx!! den to me i put in EVERTHING in lohx den to tommy den mistake i bang onto him he didnt run lohx! he jus stand ther, den slow down le! so when he try to catch up den lost liao.. hmm suan le bahx! but surely is one of the best teamates i ever hav!
expect to win de lehx!! den lost!! i was damn sad lehx! piangs!!

den after tat is i last min join high jump! wa i noob noob de lohx go ther lik machiam sia suay lehx!! den hor i startin try try all failed lehx!! hahas den after i return frm my javelin shoot den i join in them for the first second third all tat de position lohx! den hor when i reach le zhaoyang kana kick out le! den i was lik WAT?? how could it b! hmm den after tat i try a 2.4m i think den i failed! the other guy fly over! den i veri sad le lahx den i think tat aiya fan zheng jus las min join de jus anyhow jump lohx! den i fail le tat mean i fight for second n third lohx! hahas den hor when the 4x100m relay cca gonna start le i still jumpin lehx! the last try liao i jus aiya forget it lahx anyhow! den okay lohx i suddenly feels the energy in my legs! den i jump n i fly over lehx!! wa seh!! tyco lohc! now den i noe dun get so serious do relax smt den u will do even more!1 hahas.. so i did it! in the end i actually got SECOND lehx! waaa den after tat 4x100m cca.. waa i also win lehx third!!

SEE when i dun expect to win de den win! waaa.. hahas quite happy lahx!



the only thing i m most happy bout is!
when i walk over to my WIFEY!
at the water stall ther! WAHAHAHAHA!!
den hor at first i was thinkin tat hais nvm lahx if i go over and if she walk away den i act act go tak water lohx den i go talked to her i said

waaa win liao hor! second positon lehx! aiseh!! hahas..

den hor she happi till




COME HUG ME LEHX!! WOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!=DDD!!
infont of so mani ppl, she actually hug me lehx! i was so shocked lehx! so swt n nice of her lah
i reali didnt expect tat to happenl ehx! summore ther so mani ppl ard! she jus open her arms n reach over!! of coz i love it =P!! tat feelins PRICELESS lohx! PRICELESS!! first time felt tat lehs! so warm loh!=))

love the suprises she gav me! its all so lovely n swt leh!
love the unexpected things she gav me!
so wen ruan! lik, she is MINE!



tats the best present i ever recieve!
its the only medal i wann win! tat is
the small cute things she did!=))!!
simple love to her!

reason y she is my number ONE!!

chances

Impossible?? dreaming??
or
never work hard enough?



Why is everytime the things, the dreams , the goals,
everything tat i dream of it won't happen??
Jus some simple wish!! simple dream..
but i really did work hard on it!! i did my best!! but did i receive
wat i should get in the end?? TATS NOOO!!
den y should i care?? since i get something lik tat..



For example jus lik a "" mirror "" no matter how u wann get close to the sunlight,
as long as sunlights SEES uu, no MATTER on wat OCCASIONS!!
it will REFECT N GO AWAY AUUUTOOOMATICALLY!! will one day the mirror
bcomes a solar cells tat can absorb the "heat" the "light" frm the sunlight
and keep itself "warm"??

well it is all depend on sunlight! if it will change n shine
on the other part of the mirror wherby it doesnt reflect at all..
it still goes on! without sunlight, ther no reason for mirror to goes,
it hold still hoping tat one day it will come true..




Jus lik a mirror everyone seems to use it n go, EVERYONE took it for GRANTED!!
without notice tat one day
if it doesnt show infont of u anymore den wher can u find u lookin at urself again?
not everything comes for free!! once gone, it might b gone for good..
Although ther is mani other beautiful mirror ard! but every mirror has its unique
beauty, texture, shape ,size , price, name!

Well its jus a mirror afterall rite? ther is so mani others BETTER ONES ard y should i care even if this simple plain didnt exist rite? agree?? den u an a idiotic fucking cb!!

even a simple plain mirror u see everydae!!
DID U GO WATCH IT CAREFULLY??
DID U CLEAN IT??
DID U NOE WHEN THE LAST TIME U LAST LOOK AT IT??
DID U NOE WHEN THERE IS SCATCHES ON IT N U DUN EVEN CARE??

this show wat kind of person u r!! if all the answers is NOOO!!
u better WAKE up!! its not too late..
dun wait when u regret n hating urself for bcoz
u didint treasure when it is ard!!





ppl wif brains will noe wat i m tryin to say here!! dun let urself hav a chance to regret, in ur life, u think u got so much time to spend on ur stupid things?? its jus 80++ yrs b4 u die..

u done sky diving? diving? flying? visit countries u nv been to b4? have a bright future? ski? play wif snow? seen snowing? seen the tallest building in the world wif ur eyes? drive in ur dream car? be wif ur dream partner for the rest of ur life?? den wat r u doin for the past yrs when u r alive?? did u seriously think bout it B4?? a minute to think bout it? yes? no? try it..


some wif ppl wif deadly sickness wann live sooo much n yet u r wasting time, they really deserve one more chance!! hu will help them? i seen one when he only left 1mth to live!! he gav eveything he could!! even wif sickness he went ard to help ppl!! care for them, do things tat he think tat worth it.. he didnt went to the tallest mountain in the world!! he nv marry a most beautful woman on earth! he went to old age homes, hospital to help out the needy!! he didint hav much time but he smile n face death! u?? will u do the same?? b4 the time he passed away! he said, the only thing i really regret in my life is, i didnt treasure wat i got when i m healthy n living happily.. for now till the time i die den i realise! when u wan to treasure wat u got! its too late!! death took everything frm him.. he die peacefully but wif tears rolling down his face! my beloved grand uncle!


now jus imagine for 3more days u r goin to die! wat would u do for the remainin time? go wher?
alot of things to sae to ur love ones? how would u spend wif them? if u die wat would happen to ur family? how they feel? wats the wish or goal tat u wan? wats ur dream? to a model? millionaire?? so manythings rite? sit down for five min.. think bout it!! u won wanna feeli lik dying animore bcoz u have so mani thing yet to b done! so if anione tel me tat he or she wann die.. i will sae GO AHEAD idiot!! i m not stopping uu.. u r letting down ur parents ur friend ur relative!! u r jus a failure jus die!! den the world would hav lesser idiots lik uu.. GO JUMP!! kill urself!!.. GO!!


if u haven done all these den r u spending ur time wisely? did u really treasure wat u hav now?? ask urself again n again THINK!! i m SERIOUS!!
think bout the mistakes!! improve urself..
ASK PPL!! ask bout ur bad points!! ACCEPT IT n change!!
u have alot of second chance!! but not everytime.. did u treasure the chance?
if after reading all this. u still feel nth!! den end ur life soon!
bye, rest in peace!


moody and sad!! =((..

BORING

Piangs tat stupid S.berry go smack my back so hard lohx and kick my butt lohx!! damm stupid pig head lohx! hahas hope u fall n hit ur damn face ah!! hahas..
dunnoe y recently damn sianx ah, few days ago still so high de but den.. HOLY shit, damm things happen sooo cnt blame!! i m gettin out of control again!! shit man!
Today damn sianx lahx, headed for the library to plae pool jus now, den after tat went home le..

FCUKIN cb!!
hate all this shit u noe?? HAH?? dammit!!
CAN u use ur brain n THINK?? USE UR common sense AT LEAST!!
NO!! i m NEVER OKAY!! FUCK!!

phew!! feeling better after saying out!!
i have enough of all this shit!! ENOUGH ALRIGHT!!
WAT AN ATTENTION SEEKER!!

NBALL

UNLUCKY!!

hmm jus now dear on the floor den sitting ther. den i went over to her wa seh she tel me GO AWAY lehx.. oh man i was lik damn damn sad lohx!! i go concern her care for her den she giv me this kind of response ahx?? hmm den i angry den turn away, den i go kick a bottle!! wa kao the teacher damn kpo lohx sae i giv her attitude den ask me go general office.. sae wann write down my name all tat, heng sng go home le den left yapp n lim only hahas.. de i kb her again of coz.. she damn cb lahx kns de.. den veri obvious she wann hand me over to sng lohx, hahas den i damn dulan tat time ma den i jus sae i wan go home ahx, den she sae okay u go home i settle tml!!! den i was lik wakao not enough ahx././ hmm den i go infont of her act act ke lian den get away.. wa heng ah i dun wan any trouble man..
but she damn cb lohx nearly fight wif her.. tat fatty.. but atleast she good lahx let me off hahas..
denwent greenwich..





HAHAS HAPPI BIRTHDA DANNNS!! hope u lik it!! N84!!=)) wohooo..

Wa todae shout shout ZHENGHUA JIAYOUUUUU.. shout so mani times till my voice ah kao lik weird weird de hahas.. sore throat le lahx.. shout shout hahas.. but hen fun lahx.. i go shout LAOPO JIAYOUUUU!! =DD dunnoe she heard it anot =)) hahas..

gosh till bout second or third half den only left me shout lehx. hahas den yihui to the rescuse!! hahas she help me shout also!! wohoooo.. heng ah got her if not ther so cold de lehx nobody wann shout anything, den cheexin n binbin sae wann shout in the end, chee xin go run run run den binbin busyin smsin piangs!! left me PANGSEH!! hahas.. hmmm hao lahx think tats all for todae..

NETBALL MATCH TODAYYY!! WOHOOO SO NICE!!

C gals are good!! hahas B GAL R EVEN BETTER

ESPECIALLY MY DEAR CASSANDRA!!=DD
position WD.. gosh

she so shuai lohx!! aiyoo hen MEI LEHX ai si da le.. gosh gosh gosh!! hehe.. so nice lehx when she playin.. although lost lahx but den nvm lahx gals!! treat it as an experience loh!! hahas.. try harder next time.. GO GO GO!! ntball gal GOOOO!! JIAYOUS!! hahas.. hmm c germin lik wann faint lik tat aiyoo so jialat lehx!! they must tired u all le bax.. hahas.. have a good rest todae!! u gals plae veri well!! not tat u all r lousy.. is jus tat they r better as they noe how to pass fast quick n jus nice!! tats thegood point.. actualli our team also not bad de their defence quite ok de lehx.. jus tat my dear mark de "WA" knn so fast sia.. she lik miachiam fearless lehx fast n agressive sia siao de.. my dear ke lian lehx kana bang by them!! sayang saynag/!! hahas.. watch her play so xin tong lehx. she lik wan faint lik tat den aiyoo so ke lian lehx.. must b veri tired also!! but she keep on goin!! WAHAHAH SHUAI!! love it!! nv giv up,, den after tat saw her SITTING ON THE FLOOR HOLY SHIT!! XIN tong lahx!! dunnoe which ass hole go push push lehx kns!! plae till lik tat..

WAHAHAHA CASS so MEI LOHX!! hen piao liang ehx!! WAHAHAHAS =DD..
Jus no start match i stare at her stare till match end lehx!! she too attractive liao lahx..
summore she Finally tie up her hair!! hahas tat time sae wish to c, den she reali go tie!! GOSHHH!!! she make me go crazy!! hahas..

CUTE LEHX AIYOOOO =))!!
LOVES HERRR!

hais

Today, stay in sch lahx slack nth to do.. den in the middle she called n smsed me, i wasnt carry my phone ma summore my 3230 spoilt le den the other i m using de damn soft i cnt hear.. untill my friends told me tat my phone rang den i noe de.. i look at my phone!! 4missed calls n 1sms frm her.. i was surprised den called bck but phone low batt again knn suay ah.. den nvm i use friend de call bck den when she heard my voice n was lik she noe its me le, she was jus lik changed her tone n everything le lohx.. hais tot can get better hu noes get worst after all.. i dunnoe y.. gosh!! everytime we get better we get closer get happi le, sure got an prob pop out de.. lao tian ye ah pls, let us hav longer n happier time lehx.. i dun want anything i jus wan to b wif her n she is happi.. tats all veri guo fen mehx?? piangs!! after c le sms den went for long jump heats!! kns jump lik shit ah.. in the end i get nth!! jus cnt concentrate lahx.. nv get medal jiu nv get lahx hu cares, i m not concern bout the medal thing bcoz ther is things tat is more impt than tat.. dun wan sae le lahx.. speechless!!


but things arent goin so well, beside our things.. i also have my personal problems too hu don't, hu will noe?? hu did ask? anybody cares??
even if u did but u cnt help much also..

vexed ah!! i wann get better.. wan her to feel kaixin n
feel xinfu when wif me.. i tried to change n improve le!! i reali do..
somebody comment n advice me wat to do lehx..
tel me how she feel can?? i wont ask more n wan more
i jus wan to understand her more. tats it full stop. =(

i do care for u alright..

CATCHING

CATCHING!! WOW!! FUNNNN..


wahahahas sooooo fun todae.. since monday or tuesday wohooooo we all N84 is playin CATCHING in school!! wahahah sooo fun lehx.. run run run run, den somtimes we ran past some class some of the students will shout,, WA HOW OLD LIAO STILL PLAY CATCHING ah?? hahas abit sia suay lahx but den nvm hehe we jus play n play.. WE R NOT CHILDISH, WE R ONLY HUI WEI TONG NIAN ER YI!! hahahs..

den mdn yeo kbkb lahx say y dunwan go home den NAG NAG NAG NAG NAG n NAGGGG.. cnt stand her hahas!! anyway quite shuang lahx so long nv have so much fun le.. SEC 5 2007 IS SO FUN!! wahaha everyone is jus lik change into anth person alll DAMN ACTIVE liao hahas..

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todae hen hao wan leh.. hahas got soooo mani ppl join,
me
tok
kunny
zhuhao
zhichuan
yihui
shimin
winnie
leona

NEWCOMER
BINBIN
cheexin
xiangyao
igna
kuan meng
jabez
xi an
jeremy
gavin
aron yesterda
weeyong yesterda
wei jie yesterda


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AHTOK
he sae tat WA I FEEL MY LEGS lik so strong lehx can run n run non stop!! hahas stupid bcoz someone chase u , of coz u will panic den run faster de ma hahas..

ZHUHAO
jus lik superman jump jump jump fly fly fly lik no gravity lehx.. siao de he reali look lik a SAN ZHU BOAR ah.. hahas when he run machiam desperate de.. den when someone discovered him he will say
OH SHIT!! hahahaha..

ZC
kns run soo fast liao lehx good good..

KUNNY
peifu ah!! determination!! dun c him lik so tired he can RUN lehx.. hahas try him!! SHI FU!!

DANIEL
veri fast lehx but den, same same CHIONNNGGGGGG lik siao den when he saw me le u noe wat kind of expressin i will get?? hahas.. >>> ==.==" kao sianx ji pua.. hahahas..

YIHUI
hahas hide hide hide in the end still discovered by mee!! hahahs..

SHIMIN
wa gang up wif yihui dunnoe hide wher lehx still say veri comfortable at the hding place hahas sai lohx hahas.. dunnoe y everytime she run she will forever SMILE de hahas.. sot ah?? haha..

WINNIE
EXTREME SCREAMER!! CAUTION.. when she saw me WA lik saw ghost lehx AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH shout n shout den still run so slow hahas.. GOTCHA!!

LEONA
WA CHAMPION HIDER.. kns keep on hding lehx but den DUNOE wher she hide leh kao!!
EVERYTIME she sae, ERH jasper jus now i saw u wann go down lahx or u come in class den i in ther all tat KAO KAO KAO.. u die le ahah.. den when saw her, aiseh her lion beast soul will come out.. count 1 2 3 GONE!! siao de!! hahas..

BINBIN
run so fast lehx lik sot de leh, messy hair!! kbkb lahx alway complain, mosq slapper lai de lehx.. lik to slap ppl skin lahx as long as ther is skin she will slap n slap lik shen jing BIN lehx hahas.. she run slow still can sae others is faster than her aiyoo!! hahas.. veri ji cha ah, so short time only my 'cousin' is on her side against me le.. my tat hell cousin must hav listen to her den keep on messing my hair lehx hahas.. One idiot, one slow poke!! hahas..

Cheexin
At first she shout down to the parade square, wo ye yao wan!! hahas den bu zhi bu jue zong she in the game le lohx hahas.. n hor shenjing de lehx as her run run run den she still stay in the same spot she ran up the stair den come down again to her old class 1e3 hahas sot de lehx.. den caught lohx!! hahas..

xiangyao
wa alway b catcher de lehx suay ah reali damn suay ah hahas.. FIRST game he played only he bcome catcher le lehx hhas.. ke lian kelian!!

ignat
wa everytime lik he alway the first few to b catcher also lehx hahas mayb he cant run hahas..

Gavin
also anth suay de alway b catcher too!! but wif quite good stamina n speed!!

Jeremy lim
wa lik robber or criminal lehx alwayyy hide de lehx den last min get out, but he is anth fast dude too hahas..

Weijie
hahas PANGSEH us sae play catching!!



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wa so mani ppl joined fun fun fun lik hunting lik tat GANG BANG lahx double team lahx triple team lahx one on one lahx hhas.. den while N84 is ready jeremy came n join in den finished le.. saw binbin at 1e3 or e2 classroom den go lisiao, den igna is also ther den cc look le i kana caught hahas but lazy to catch again den went into 1e2 class wher my "cousin" is ther den talk to her lahx crap lohx.. den bin n her TAG TEAM against me lohx kana builled hahs.. den fter tat xiangyao n igna comes again.. den they say they also wann play den ok lohx they join. wa when play le more n more join lehx kuan meng all tat den binbin say she also wan.. hahas ok loh let her play but is one on one catching.. hahas game start!! XIANGYAO SUAY lehx start play onli catcher!! hahas.. den we ran le i tel binbin if 10min u nv catch me den u lose wa.. ONLY 1 min nia JIU NO STRENGTH le hahas kb me say i run so fast.. aiyoo is she slow bahx.. den chase till canteen xiangyao is here wa kao den binbin dunnoe wan 1 on 1 or not de leh den she say she also wann b catcher go catch ppl hahas den help out xiangyao to catch the others lohx den i machim mr nice guy lik tat lohx XI SHEN n help out too hahs. so the 3 of us go hunt lohx.. den after awhile binbin regreted KNS!! LAN LEHX say the guys is too fast le hahas BOO..But xiangyao is goin strong!!hahas he ran so fast lehx dunnoe y lehx mayb some special "thing" tat make him go so fast??hu noes only him hahas.. den alway stupid leo last!! dunnoe hide wher de lehx.. haas den zhuhao n zc alway missing..



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enjoyed so much, den most funny part was
when daniel saw me!! he expression make me laugh lehx TWO TIMES LE one is WA SIAO!! den todae ==.== hahahs.. den we play bollywood tree but ours is wall hahas..

next is zhuhao.. WAHAH when he saw me he was lik OH SHIT!! den he ran up lik a mad den reach the ramp n jump down again, too bad he was slow whil i was still in air i hand alreadi touches him le hahas. BOOO!!

Den is BINBIN.. kao i go canteen le she no i catcher den nvm lehx.. she say, nanny ah u treat me veri good de hor veri teng wo de hor?? wa den i was lik DIAOZ hahas lik tat also can ah.. den c she so kelian lik tat ask her run lohx b4 i catch her agan.. stuppid brain dunnoe think of wat still can ask me hu is the catcher lehx.. den told her le den lai bu ji run liao igna tok xiangyao n dunnoe one more reached!! she hide in toliet.. in the end still get caught!! aiyoo hahas *shakes head.. let u go still dun wan den stand therr haha..

Den is zhuhao n zc.. hahas stupud them, go hide under the stairs behind the hall ther.. den i jus walk in.. i saw two idiots sitting on the floor in the dark dai dai c me den they say WAKAO!! n they even sae, they r counting to 60sec den they get out haha they only count to 34sec hahas i m 26sec earlier hahas.. too bad!! hehe..

anth one is yihui tok shimin n kunny.. wa seh when i walk past canteen den yihui pop out!! i saw her den ran all the way to the PE store ther den yihui SCREAM hahas but four of them caught by me, den they sae not fair bcoz of mr loy all tat,, den ok lohx i release them liao NVM LEHX.. they ran to parade square ther den i was lik walkin slowly waitin den catch them again.. i m READY den when i reached!! ALL GET CAUGHT LE!! release them also no use they kana gang banged!!! hahas might as well let them die earlier ah hahas gong lehx..



Wa seh den finalli end LEONA won again!! last woMAN standing!! hahas.. den yihui they all went home liao den left leo lohx.. at first play volleyball den after tat leo say plae DOUDGE BALL lahx bcoz tat time i got say when go sentosa den can play at ther le, den hu noes todae can plae le hahas.. we lend ball frm ppl den started playin at first all gong gong dunnoe how to play but den after tat all noe how to plae le jiu FUN liao!! hahas can c they r enjoying tat game veri much!! haahs SAY THANKS BAHX!! hehe =p..


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the more the merrier!! hu wann play tel me!! we shall duel again!! hahas.. so fun lohx , u dunneed to play b4 de as u plae once u will love it le., TRUST ME!!=))..

ahh gosh so tired le den head for greenwich mall to eat le jiu go home liao lohx.. hahas tats the end of my happi dae!!=DD..
all those played jus now catchin or D.ball!!
u guys ROCK!! hahs.. YESS!!=DD..


SHUTUP CASPER!! hahas u fake!! =)