Backstreet Boys Inconsolable

I close the door
Like so many times, so many times before
Felt like a scene on the cutting room floor
When I let you walk away tonight without a word

I try to sleep
But the clock is stuck on thoughts of you and me
A thousand more regrets unravelin´
oh If you were here right now I swear I'd tell you this

Baby I don't wanna waste another day
Keeping it inside is killing me
Coz all I ever want it comes right down to you (to you)
I wish that I could find the words to say
Baby I would tell you everytime you leave
I'm inconsolable

I climb the walls, yeah
I can see the edge but I can't take the fall, no
I memorized the number
So why can't I make the call
Maybe coz I know you'll always be with me
Impossibility oh

Baby I don't wanna waste another day (another day)
Keeping it inside is killing me 'Cause all
I ever want it comes right down to you (to you)
I wish that I could find the words to say
Baby I would tell you every time you leave

I'm inconsolable

oh oh no no no
I don't wanna be like this
I just wanna let you know'
Cause everything that
I hold in is everything I can't let go
Oh oh oh oh can't let go
yea yea yea yea
~~




(crap)
31st Dec
Last day of 2007


well well well, alright since today is the last day of 2007.
hahahs den i shall post den, summore my blog SMELLY MA! right?
okays craps done.

its been a year, time really files soooo fast. never really go and treasure it? or enjoy?
hahas or i jus think all these times i had been doing shit? hmm who knows..
i shall post bout my life in zhss bah!

this blog is only 1years old bahx, and not i create de lah, is my haojiemei
TAN BIN BIN helped me de! if not this blog most likely wont exist bahx!
XIE LE stupid face=D.


its the start of the year, whereby we were still in our super holiday mood,
nobody wanna study nobody cares! bcoz its JAN wat, scare shen mo.
hahash yeah we played thru the whole month.
5n3 omgoshh! horrible but a fun class!
so our form teacher is mr black ahnan. he so good lah
dont see him action on stage ask ppl to keep quiet,
he very slack de hor. i rem once all the teachers were at the meeting
and the school gives out the thermometer check de paper.
but in the end everyone crash it and throw lah, flow paper aeroplane
waaaaa whole parade square machiam at war,
paper flying all ard soooo fun sia XDD

of coz as sec 5 students, we wont care we start the war tats y. hahahas fan zheng LAST YR LIAO MA jus do lah scare wat! wahahahs.
den after tat mr sng came bck and ask the teachers to check if those without the paper will be caught and serve detention.
and u know wat?

our mr black never even check and jus went to the back and talk wif another MR SNG
we were like WTFFFF hahahahhahahas. he's the best lah! most slack de!
so jan to me was challenging, bcoz last yr of today 31st of dec tat stupid bamboo
cass broke up wif me hahaha oops! and i spend my countdown 2007 under her block
hope she can change her mind, so jan was the time i thinkin how to win her back!
eventually i did! hahas. den we had our bball tourt and all tat shit!

hahas mayb i talk bout the great ppl i met in zhenghua bah? hahahs.
okays its not like the most important to least important okays.
random de.
~~

There are two freak, the two freak really change my life alot! one is
cassandra, the other is yihui.
~

cassandra
hahas sorry friend, bo pian leh she made a huge difference in my life! i rem when i first met her when i am still sec 3, and i am in charge of the sec 1(now sec3) interclass basketball game, and she is wearing falcon house tee, i was like, waaa tat short hair girl why so tall and skinny de ah! hahas den i was like hmmmmmm. not bad? hahas. but still i didnt put my attention on her. den i heard frm tommy one day tat he said, erh jasper got one girl in sec 1e5 quite chio leh, her name is cassandra. hahash at first i tot her name is kassandra. so of coz at tat time i continue to spy her, but for short while only. den its was when at the start of the year 2006, one fine day when i was playing basketball wif dont know who, den the ball dont know y roll all the way frm dnt block ther to the ramp tables there.
and she and huiqi was sitting ther so fan zheng the short aaron is there den i dribble and talk to him (sec2 times)
is then when i really start to like her. no reason y, it jus came hahahs.
since then god is helpin me, whenever i got basketball training, there is netball training hahahs.
so whenever it rain, its the best. so we will have physical training, and so so they. i will peek at her like a ji gor pek! hahahahs.
so god is really helpin me, she is in charge of sec1 camp also, waseh i will stay back everyday late,
and she had to prepare for the sec1 camp fire, so i will see her everyday! wahahas. super happy tat time. even arron is helpin also.

finally i manage to have the courage to ask for her handphone number. hahas it was sec1 campfire tat night, but in the end i failed to get. but still wins her heart. okay
i shall stop here, bcoz its seem very long huh! hahas.

No motive, jus feel like posting
~~

Leona
wahhash this black black chao ta de, is my FIRST love siaa chu lian leh! suayyy! XD. okays i first met her was at the fitness corner at the bball court area. and i rem my first impression of her is, waaaa her name really suit her, fierce like a LION L E O N A , wa seh man! hahas know y? she talk to me for the first time, she SHOUT at me siaaa! i still sec 1 leh, of coz scare lah.
siao charbo ah!
so sec1 love was kinda sweet, bcoz its puppy love ma, in fact all sec 1 same de lah, relationship will never last!
the only thing i rem was when we took part in the annual school cross country.
waaaa soooo sia suay ah!
when it announce the result!
AT NUMBER 10 POS LIMJUNHAO from HERON HOUSE! tats my first trophy!
and tat time is only 10pos nia, and i heng heng the LAST!=.=
AT NUMBER 1 POS LEONA NG from FALCON house!
waaa of coz i happy for her lah, but after tat got ppl come tel me,

boyfriend last girlfriend first ah.
wasehh i ji tao shag ah!
on the spot speechless.
of coz ther is those time special feeling i never felt before.
wohooo crap for her, she is the first to let me know what is the feeling of
heartbroke de sia! hahahs.

overall she is still a nice person lah, abit KB bcoz got KAOSHAN liao ma! 7months liao sia! hahahas.
dont know she so good de leh, tat time injure at pulau ubin, waaa she helped me leh,
awww touched! =D friends for 5years le.

~~
Yihui

another fierce de, super de ah! hahahas. she is my best friend!=D
simple and nice! tats too much tat i cant expose XD.
soo i jus can say, another person tat made a big difference in my life!=)
the heart to heart talk times. never lie to each other!
wont hesitate to speak up. no secret
omg, she is my real best friend. only one.
=) shhhh.

~~

Chunyan

hahas this tall girl! volleyball de sia, although VB de ppl alll violet de,
but not her! bcoz when she beats me, it wont hurt at all! hahas too bad!XD
alright i first met her at one of the early night class, mayb tats call
yi jian zhong qing bahx. first sight in love.
its weird, i think i never see her in sch leh XD, dont know y
mayb i didnt really go look in sec4 Es bahx.
she is the only one i feel tat i am being loved, not jus only to love someone.
our process is as fast as the bullet train, VOOOOM
we tgt le, if we travel too fast without checking the engine,
we might crash!
tats what i done, hahas too rush. didnt really understand how the engine works
understand the person.
so tats anth mistake i done! but tats too late to say anything, its fate!
we jus had to carry on our life and forget the past.
if u ask me, how come like this? why?
i cant really ans u everything, bcoz its hard to xplain.
but bcoz of u my football passion is back =DD

MANCHESTER UNITED! wohooo.
but my fav player is still david beckham! hahas.
EX no7 not no7 hahas.
i am serious bout soccer now!

>>>>>>>
thats the countdown timer for worldcup 2010
i am going! =D
south africa!


~~~
hahas no much time le.
so i can only write untill here, dont know what the hell am i posting. craps!
mayb i haven get over it.
or i wanna forget bout it
or running away.

I am lost, really lost!

Maybe?

Make a wish
Dare to dream
Passion

then

First is to believe
Second is to Trust
Third is to have faith
Fourth is Treasure
Fifth is Perseverance
Sixth is Remember
Seventh is to Learn

~~~

Craps? Maybe..
hard work pays!

Must be..

我不配

作词：方文山　作曲：周杰伦


这街上太拥挤
太多人有秘密　
玻璃上有雾气在被隐藏起过去
你脸上的情绪　
在还原那场雨　
这巷弄太过弯曲走不回故事里

这日子不再绿　
又斑驳了几句　
剩下搬空回忆的我在大房子里
电影院的座椅　
隔遥远的距离　
感情没有对手戏你跟自己下棋

还来不及仔仔细细写下你的关于
描述我如何爱你　
你却微笑的离我而去

这感觉　已经不对　
我努力在挽回一些些
应该体贴的感觉我没给
你嘟嘴许的愿望很卑微在妥协
是我忽略　
你不过要人陪

这感觉已经不对　
我最后才了解
一页页不忍翻阅的情节你好累
你默背为我掉过几次泪多憔悴
而我心碎你受罪你的美

我不配

tags replies~

Peiting> haven leh! hahas. sianx!

sereneee> hahahs cannot ah! wanna fight again izzit? fang ma guo lai! hhas.

germin> hahas tyco lah u! hahas takcares!

st'phy> waaa so good sia will tag me, hahhas takcares! thanks!=)

Nyssa> hahs yeah thanks! takcares!

xy> what is done is done, no point sayin now! thats it!

chunyan> yesss my dear! XDD hahas.

wanqing> hahas so qiao sia! me and her together den u saw us! hahas

germin> hahahs ARbishhh! takcares!=)

wanqing> hahas yeah okays! last long wif ur ahem also hahas takcares!

cindyy,shunzhen > hahas thanks!=)


~~~~
Happy birthday to KUNXIANG and SHIMIN
(both FAT FAT )

~~


awww i was in thailand when it was their bdae! sorry!=x my bad.
hmm shimin was in thai but she was in other parts of the country helpin ppl,
so good mehx? hahahs.

anyway i went thai on 25th to 30th i guess couldnt rem, 6 to 7days!
oh gosh someone must be missing me badly huh? XDD. wellll!!!

alright thailand is an interesting place! full of homosexual!
sometimes when i saw girls? i mean female? i wonder if they are REAL?
she or he? hahas. yeah bcoz they are sooooo prettty i must say, even more pretty than
real girls, one word to describle, HOT!

hahas i say untill machiam i bcome one of them. okays thai is a beautiful place, why?

wif cheap things! hahahs. all the t-shirt lahx, all tat shit in BUGIS,
i can actually find them in thai also leh,
somemore much much more cheaper, gosh! i am tat stupid to buy shirt in bugis! so STUPID!

anyway i got myself 2belts, 4shirts or 5, a watch, and some some things! hahahs.
total spend not more than 70 dollars i guess.
hahahs.




pictures time!

not rotting my blog le!hahahs.
alright, tats all.


yawnnn, 5.50am le, FIANLLY done!=))

~~


Cheers thailand!


Hi, would u like a drink? hahas.

EMO!

POSE!



they call it 'TUK TUK'


~~~


i always wanna play this machine! ATV.
but singapore dont get a chance to play it!
SAD!


my baby cousin! hahas.

~~~

went snorkling at PHI PHI island


around here also

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rest at one of the island, 'james bond island' i think. forget


all the speed boat behind, cool huh! hahas.


tats a biggg rock!



PHI PHI islands!


After lunch!


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went off to one of the beach!


always wanted to play something more fun!

its even more cool than

speed boat parachute!

AND wakeboarding!


ITS JET SKII!!!!!!!



WAHAHAHS i actually got a chance to play it! gosh!



damn exciting! hahahhas!

~~~


i wanted this as well! i've done it!=DD



i love thing tat are exciting and fun!



resting for pictures!


tats me! on a atv track!


i love SPEEDDD! WAHAHS.

~~~

i my hotel room!



~~~

one of the AGUA's show!


he looks like a real woman, no joke!


returning!





~~~
One week past!='(


well, all these days u might think tat
i am having fun at thailand!

yes i did have fun,
but there is time
when i am thinkin and
really really missing u alot!

u wouldnt know, i cant reach u too!
i can only take pictures of the moment.



If you are here..


I dont need u to promise me,
jus Be wif me, always!


Ni xian zai you zai xiang wo ma?


every now and then, i am thinkin of u!

~~~

You're everything tat i've got!
Loves, Yannie.