The Chronicles

Backstreet Boys Inconsolable

I close the door
Like so many times, so many times before
Felt like a scene on the cutting room floor
When I let you walk away tonight without a word

I try to sleep
But the clock is stuck on thoughts of you and me
A thousand more regrets unravelin´
oh If you were here right now I swear I'd tell you this

Baby I don't wanna waste another day
Keeping it inside is killing me
Coz all I ever want it comes right down to you (to you)
I wish that I could find the words to say
Baby I would tell you everytime you leave
I'm inconsolable

I climb the walls, yeah
I can see the edge but I can't take the fall, no
I memorized the number
So why can't I make the call
Maybe coz I know you'll always be with me
Impossibility oh

Baby I don't wanna waste another day (another day)
Keeping it inside is killing me 'Cause all
I ever want it comes right down to you (to you)
I wish that I could find the words to say
Baby I would tell you every time you leave

I'm inconsolable

oh oh no no no
I don't wanna be like this
I just wanna let you know'
Cause everything that
I hold in is everything I can't let go
Oh oh oh oh can't let go
yea yea yea yea
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(crap)
31st Dec
Last day of 2007


well well well, alright since today is the last day of 2007.
hahahs den i shall post den, summore my blog SMELLY MA! right?
okays craps done.

its been a year, time really files soooo fast. never really go and treasure it? or enjoy?
hahas or i jus think all these times i had been doing shit? hmm who knows..
i shall post bout my life in zhss bah!

this blog is only 1years old bahx, and not i create de lah, is my haojiemei
TAN BIN BIN helped me de! if not this blog most likely wont exist bahx!
XIE LE stupid face=D.


its the start of the year, whereby we were still in our super holiday mood,
nobody wanna study nobody cares! bcoz its JAN wat, scare shen mo.
hahash yeah we played thru the whole month.
5n3 omgoshh! horrible but a fun class!
so our form teacher is mr black ahnan. he so good lah
dont see him action on stage ask ppl to keep quiet,
he very slack de hor. i rem once all the teachers were at the meeting
and the school gives out the thermometer check de paper.
but in the end everyone crash it and throw lah, flow paper aeroplane
waaaaa whole parade square machiam at war,
paper flying all ard soooo fun sia XDD

of coz as sec 5 students, we wont care we start the war tats y. hahahas fan zheng LAST YR LIAO MA jus do lah scare wat! wahahahs.
den after tat mr sng came bck and ask the teachers to check if those without the paper will be caught and serve detention.
and u know wat?

our mr black never even check and jus went to the back and talk wif another MR SNG
we were like WTFFFF hahahahhahahas. he's the best lah! most slack de!
so jan to me was challenging, bcoz last yr of today 31st of dec tat stupid bamboo
cass broke up wif me hahaha oops! and i spend my countdown 2007 under her block
hope she can change her mind, so jan was the time i thinkin how to win her back!
eventually i did! hahas. den we had our bball tourt and all tat shit!

hahas mayb i talk bout the great ppl i met in zhenghua bah? hahahs.
okays its not like the most important to least important okays.
random de.
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There are two freak, the two freak really change my life alot! one is
cassandra, the other is yihui.
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cassandra
hahas sorry friend, bo pian leh she made a huge difference in my life! i rem when i first met her when i am still sec 3, and i am in charge of the sec 1(now sec3) interclass basketball game, and she is wearing falcon house tee, i was like, waaa tat short hair girl why so tall and skinny de ah! hahas den i was like hmmmmmm. not bad? hahas. but still i didnt put my attention on her. den i heard frm tommy one day tat he said, erh jasper got one girl in sec 1e5 quite chio leh, her name is cassandra. hahash at first i tot her name is kassandra. so of coz at tat time i continue to spy her, but for short while only. den its was when at the start of the year 2006, one fine day when i was playing basketball wif dont know who, den the ball dont know y roll all the way frm dnt block ther to the ramp tables there.
and she and huiqi was sitting ther so fan zheng the short aaron is there den i dribble and talk to him (sec2 times)
is then when i really start to like her. no reason y, it jus came hahahs.
since then god is helpin me, whenever i got basketball training, there is netball training hahahs.
so whenever it rain, its the best. so we will have physical training, and so so they. i will peek at her like a ji gor pek! hahahahs.
so god is really helpin me, she is in charge of sec1 camp also, waseh i will stay back everyday late,
and she had to prepare for the sec1 camp fire, so i will see her everyday! wahahas. super happy tat time. even arron is helpin also.

finally i manage to have the courage to ask for her handphone number. hahas it was sec1 campfire tat night, but in the end i failed to get. but still wins her heart. okay
i shall stop here, bcoz its seem very long huh! hahas.

No motive, jus feel like posting
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Leona
wahhash this black black chao ta de, is my FIRST love siaa chu lian leh! suayyy! XD. okays i first met her was at the fitness corner at the bball court area. and i rem my first impression of her is, waaaa her name really suit her, fierce like a LION L E O N A , wa seh man! hahas know y? she talk to me for the first time, she SHOUT at me siaaa! i still sec 1 leh, of coz scare lah.
siao charbo ah!
so sec1 love was kinda sweet, bcoz its puppy love ma, in fact all sec 1 same de lah, relationship will never last!
the only thing i rem was when we took part in the annual school cross country.
waaaa soooo sia suay ah!
when it announce the result!
AT NUMBER 10 POS LIMJUNHAO from HERON HOUSE! tats my first trophy!
and tat time is only 10pos nia, and i heng heng the LAST!=.=
AT NUMBER 1 POS LEONA NG from FALCON house!
waaa of coz i happy for her lah, but after tat got ppl come tel me,

boyfriend last girlfriend first ah.
wasehh i ji tao shag ah!
on the spot speechless.
of coz ther is those time special feeling i never felt before.
wohooo crap for her, she is the first to let me know what is the feeling of
heartbroke de sia! hahahs.

overall she is still a nice person lah, abit KB bcoz got KAOSHAN liao ma! 7months liao sia! hahahas.
dont know she so good de leh, tat time injure at pulau ubin, waaa she helped me leh,
awww touched! =D friends for 5years le.

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Yihui

another fierce de, super de ah! hahahas. she is my best friend!=D
simple and nice! tats too much tat i cant expose XD.
soo i jus can say, another person tat made a big difference in my life!=)
the heart to heart talk times. never lie to each other!
wont hesitate to speak up. no secret
omg, she is my real best friend. only one.
=) shhhh.

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Chunyan

hahas this tall girl! volleyball de sia, although VB de ppl alll violet de,
but not her! bcoz when she beats me, it wont hurt at all! hahas too bad!XD
alright i first met her at one of the early night class, mayb tats call
yi jian zhong qing bahx. first sight in love.
its weird, i think i never see her in sch leh XD, dont know y
mayb i didnt really go look in sec4 Es bahx.
she is the only one i feel tat i am being loved, not jus only to love someone.
our process is as fast as the bullet train, VOOOOM
we tgt le, if we travel too fast without checking the engine,
we might crash!
tats what i done, hahas too rush. didnt really understand how the engine works
understand the person.
so tats anth mistake i done! but tats too late to say anything, its fate!
we jus had to carry on our life and forget the past.
if u ask me, how come like this? why?
i cant really ans u everything, bcoz its hard to xplain.
but bcoz of u my football passion is back =DD

MANCHESTER UNITED! wohooo.
but my fav player is still david beckham! hahas.
EX no7 not no7 hahas.
i am serious bout soccer now!

>>>>>>>
thats the countdown timer for worldcup 2010
i am going! =D
south africa!


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hahas no much time le.
so i can only write untill here, dont know what the hell am i posting. craps!
mayb i haven get over it.
or i wanna forget bout it
or running away.

I am lost, really lost!