Mayb thats what i own you the previous life..
And when i can't repay back at the previous life
i will pay back this life!

Recieve harsh punishment, pure ignorance.


Its time for me to rethink what have i done for the
past 17yrs of my living, i wll try to repay what i done,
the people i once hurt, the people i once bully,
the people i once look down on them, the people
i once neglected them.. the people that once suffered
because of me! i will realise my mistake and change..

i just want to treasure everything infront of me.
don't want to regret. will try my best give my best!


How you treat people in this life, all those attitude u shown
those ignorance u gave, IN FUTURE
you get back the SAME treatment, SAME attitude
on how u treated others in the past.
Don't be surprise when it happen, think back what have u done
in the past. seriously speaking,
it do happen. how i treat people in the past, i get what i deserve
right now!


LEARN TO FORGIVE AND FORGET!
EVERYONE DESERVE ANOTHER CHANCE!


I will change!!
Because i don't want to suffer in this situation ever again.

3 days of sweat!
over for now!

hahas gambling gambling cycling talkin laughing fooling pain heartbroke..
friday we got paper 1n 2 for english! hahas. quite diff lahx the paper 2 kaos, sianx sianx sianx lohx..

aiyoo fail liao lohx lik tat! piangs! hmm den after the paper we stay back in school n play! hahas already mid yr liao still not scare! well!!
hahas so we will hang ard 4th floor at the judo ther. we are playin stunts! den we slack slack lohx, den we go hall plae bcoz got the bigggggg soft mat for us to plae, so we jump jump jump lohx, but still sianx so bring the whole thingy frm hall to 4th floor! hahas kana caught by cleaner but heck lahx!

so we play till 6smt i think, den all injure lahx or tired lahx! den walk home.
den go home prepare le jiu prepare go chalet le!

ahhh nth to do lah gp ther, go ther majong poker den no more le, bcoz i reach ther late=.=!
hahas so jus go ther make phone call disturb ppl lohx!
hello, chi bao le ma? oh okay bye bye! end of conversation! ahahs yeah lohx bo liao lohx!
call le some say busy all tat lahx, den go cheers wif my bro n cousin to buy poker den play till 3am lik tat den go bck slp..



second day

wake u ard 11am waa tired ah! den go play poker again den after awhile jiu go rent bike le go went cycle ard! piangs so fast jiu cycle the whole damn place liao so small man! boring!
so slack slack slack ard lohx.
after tat all my cousins are here waaaa so many kidssss running ard! ahahas.. lik market ah!
hmm den at night cycle to changi village again! waaa 'agua' lik all still slpin lahx nobody ther lehx! hahs..

den sianx lahx on the way bck guan poh called den okay i cal in piangs they dunnoe how to talk de leh waste my money! hmm bcoz of tat call nearly crash the truck! piangssssss!!
den hang the cal liao i cycle back to chalet lohx.
den call again busy again so i jus go jogging lahx! dun care le.. its past midnight le, den half way my phone rang,



so i pick up lohx, wa shocked!! heard someone crying,
i realise its was my old neighbour, after this call i m jus lik a useless idiot!

jiaying: junhao, sorry to disturb u at this hr but i really dunnoe hu to cal le..
me: oh jiaying ah, nvm nvm i never slp so early de, y r u crying? wat happen?
jiaying : huh, nth nth.. jus wan to talk to someone.

so i talk to her for awhile she finally feel better le bcoz we talk bout our kindergarden thingy, den how she help me lah when i kana scd by my parent and all the fun thing wif her my bro her sis n bro all tat, she is jus lik my elder sister hahas.. so after tat i ask her again she finally wanna say le!

its bout she n her bf thingy, her bf lik heck care heck care her, she suspect tat her bf is having anth girl outside, so i told her tat aiyoo think too much le lahx.. den she say he won call her won sms her all tat le, not lik the past le. den i ask her,
so did u did u sms him even he doesnt sms u? she say NO!=.=
no wonder he won care u lah, bcoz u make him feel lik u DUN CARE! utd..piangs
u girl u queen ah? take the first step to approach him will die mehx? at least sms a simple nice sms lah stupid!!! he is ur bf man! comon
how much is ur mian zi? can compare wif ur love ones de mehx?=.=

hmm den she still damn stubborn lah tel her so many thing she won listen de, tel her so much she still think tat alway she correct. hmm den heck le lahx so i called the guy n ask him wat happen..



he pick up le,

wen jie: hello hu is this?
me : i m junhao, jiaying de old neighbour.
wj: oh okay, wat do u want?
me: hmm jus wan to ask, are u busy nowadays? y lik nv care her..
wj: no lah i m busy wif work n studies ma tats y.. wat did she told u?
me: oh i c, she say tat u lik heck care her all tat lahx..
wj: wtf!! can u ask her to b more considerate? did she ask me y i didnt care her? tel her show come care for me CAN??

i was so shocked when he say tat.

me: but sometimes u also must approched her ma
wj: fuck u lah erh, knn she seldom come to me de ok, alway i m the one doin all tat..
me: but u know girls ma, si bei love mian zi de, wanna guys to find them
wj: tats y, so take this chance go tel her.. can she b more thoughtful, care for ppl!
me: okay i will

and for the next five dunnoe for wat reason we qurral

wj: erh hu the hell do u think u are? u have gf? u think u utd ur girl?
me: i..
wj: u dunnoe even utd her, so fuck off wat u know bout me huh!
me: but i..
wj: shut up!! *hanged!


i called jiaying again..

jiaying: he say anything ma? faster tel me!
me: sorry jiaying, ni men de si, ni men zhi ji jie jue lahx..
jiaying: y? wat happen? wat he say?
me: huh, nth lah.. i cant even handle mine, yet i interfer others.. sorry bye!

she smsed me, but i put it away! so,
know how to help ppl, crazy ideas to help them, but yet not effective on myself..
my ideas are running out..
after this thing, i will nv care for other ppl de problem again
when i myself cant even settle my own problem, wat for help others.



tats the fuckin day of day 2.. i m tired, nv got enough slp bcoz of tat
tats it..

suay ah! today play backflip den hurt my neck,
mistake try n i land on my neck straight down!
its lik affect the spine le. holyshit!

n my damn elbow n head, go knock the floor! kaos
pain pain pain dizzy man!

jus two words! HOLY SHIT! ahhh!!



i won let u hurt urself, i dun care if u will hate me in the end!
i jus dun wan u into all this! i dun wan to see u suffer!
no no no no no NO NO! no way! if u suffer, the pain
is straight into my heart! tat time u fall bcoz of ur match
ni zhi bu zhi dao wo de xin hen tong!

问世间情是何物..

dang ai lai shi, wo men dou bu guan yi qie, zhi yao bi ci ai zhe dui fang
bu guan dao na li, dou shi yi yang de..

dang ai chang jiu le, shi fuo wo men hui xiang cong qian yi yang, ke yi na mo ai
zhe dui fang?

Shi bu shi zhi yao ai pian jiu le, zhe fen gan qing ye hui gen zhe shi jian er
jiu hui dui bi ci gan dao men le, ran hou ni jiu de AI jiu mei na mo shen le..
ai man man bu jian le ma?

zai wo shen bian de ren, mei you yi ge ren neng gen wo shuo,
wo de cai jiao zhen ai, wo hen xin fu! ta shi zui hao de! NONE nobody said tat B4!
wei shen mo mei you yong yuan de ai?
quan xin quan yi de ai yi ge ren, zhen de you na mo nan ma?


wo ke yi wei le ta, bu guan yao fu chu duo shao, jiu suan zai tong zai shang xin,
zhi yao ta neng xin fu, kuai le wo duo yuan yi!
xian zai wo zi xiang hui dao gou qu..

wo men chu wen de shi hou!

An incident happened 1++weeks ago make me wanna ask this,


How much do i worth?

a million?
a billion?
one dollar?

giv me a price of me.. common everyone,

how IMPORTANT m i in ur life?
ans me thru tagg box!
sms (best)
calls
person
msn
ANYTHING!


ppl do care for me will tel me!
ppl who dun.. dun talk to me again!



10days later i will jus treat it as,
i never exist in your life!
i never know u b4..

I love u!
I really miss you!


dun leave me..
please!

Today, waa was lik s shit lah! early morning go sch take mock! piangs sooo long lohx, TWO DAMN PAPER!! hahas. den suddenly rem something den sms yings den borrow frm her the chinese electronic dictionary! hmm.. reached bout 815 or wat i think den go kitchen find her =)..

hmm den i borrow le jiu went to 5n1 n do le.. lucky got the dictionary if not wo jiu mati le! so the paper was 2 hour long, i spend the first 20min dreaming away! thinkin bout our memories, den wa kao not much time le, so i started doin.. finished gong han den left 1 more hr SIANX! soo slow lohx the time, i ku yi start lik a pig le leh.. so i finished bao zhang bao dao in 30min i think hahas dreaming again tats y..

same write till LASTTTT word den teacher sae STOP hahas.. veri ZUN hor. hmm den 15 min break, by den she finished le so went return her tat thing den shun pian see see lohx. when only left 5min break den i chiong out to greenwich to buy pancakes, bought 2egg tart, one box of choc, 7up, den two pancakes, wanna buy snacks also but scare cannot finished. sianx lohx one and a half hr inisde the damn room i finished everything! waa sianx ah, buay ta han..
nth to eat le so do again lohx. den cant finished late by 5mn i think. hahas.

den after tat go greenwich again den they all go eat, so i went home but is go plaza lohx! hahas too sianx le. so go ther lohx.. reached le jus slack slack den walk walk den saw her agin! wahahsh.. but everything she cook i never taste a single one lehx! ="(.. hahas..

so todae was jus a god damn boring day again. watch 300 piangs so lousy lah the scene n the sound dun match de lohx! kaos! so i switched off..

suddenly got the idea to set up my own shop! i think of the name already le!=)
tats it!

Today i think is a happy day for me hahas..
well, finally i can post something happy huh? RIGHT LEONA?? hahas.. alway say i post sad sad de.. hmm it start off with PE, waaa jialat ah run lik a pig sia i can run de but wanna help jereme get higher points for his2.4km piangs he so lan lah, run 13min++ GAY! hahas i think he can get 3pt at least bahx, improved by 2min++.. not bad not bad, although i PS u half way lahx, boring lohx start off slow den half way jiu plae plae den chase them hahas.


during CME, waa so touchin we watch TERRY FOX, kaos jus so touching lah his story, i m jus a average runner when compare to him, he is so wei da lahx! alway rem by me!

so den we took mock exam at last 2 period lohx end at 1pm, so sianx lahx i still can sms n sing song n disturb ppl man! in the end STILL can finished ah! waa miracle..

after sch le we all went canteen! wohooo! saw wat i wanna saw le=)) if can jus sit ther longer waaa i see liao also veri kaixin lohx!, den slack slack jiu go up 4n3 class lohx. half way run out sch den run bck. so i came bck le den need to prepare for ORAL exam, went off quite smoothly except pic discussion lohx, MATI! hmm but conversation part WOW! so fun i love tat the most, my compo writing skills can use on speaking i PI LEE PA LA, PI LEE PA LA till the cher keepin laughin ah. sooo many things to say lah.


den after tat jiu go plae bball le lohx, den we slack outside at the IT room as usual, till 6++ i think den joke lah fight lah plae lahx. hahas so funny! hmm den jiu go jingfeng hse..
he say burn for me 300 den he sae 10min jiu hao le! waaa 15min past, he sae 10min 10min, den 15min past again PIANGS still the same.. den he sae tml den pass me the disc!

so cabbed home! ciyun pay de! thanks!.. den i reached my block le, at the lift le den saw one aunty bout 60-70yr old de waa piangs sooo many bags of dunnoe wat wif her. den she wann move it inside the lift but too many n HEAVY le she slowly slowly move, waa den was lik go a couple jus stood ther lik CUM GONG lik tat dunnoe help to help lehx, the woman watch den the guy press button n look! damn i gonna punch tat damn face lohx! mei you nan ren feng du leh! kaos kaos!.. hmm den i help her lohx, she keep on sayin thankyou thankyou! hmm den reach 11floor le only left me n her, so i say, aunty ah i help u lahx so heavy leh! den she sae dun need dun need but when she wann carry wa her expression sooo ke lian leh! so xin ku den i jus carry i think 6bags ah! waaa i think cold storage giv out free food ah! sooooo heavy leh! waa kao den i help her carry all the way to her house, den she was still slowy walkin down hmmm den i help her on one more bag also, she funny lah jus cant stop say thankyou thankyou waaa i hear liao lah shuang lahx! den the feeling lik WOW! so SIOK lohx! good deed hahahs..


hmm i tink tats it bahx.
tml still need to go bck sch at 8.30am!!!!! =.===="
for chinese mock exam! not 1paper is 2paper ah!
sianx sianx sianx! go sch also cant see her den go for wat! dotssss!!

Who say, when u believe ther will b miracles?
when tat person said tat, he wan ppl to believe as well,

i follow wat he said le, believe..
it been 1mth 3days..
y my hope jus stop at a phone call on 3/17
3.31am. wher all my dreams together and
our promises jus stop ther.

wat make u change after tat call?
but y after tat trip,feeling fading away?

I noe i must have scare her at sms le, sorry
but u sae u wanna know, but i
jus wan u to know, wo zhen de fang bu xia ni!


now is the critical moment le.. overcome this obstacle and
light up our future again.

ANYONE say tat i FILRT her again! i swear i will let u cry understand?.. do u all noe the story behind HUH?? den shut the hell up can? can u all pls DUN talk and DUN KPO MYYYY THINGS?? thankyou fukin!

love to gossip so much go b gou zai dui lahx! AT THER TALK RUBBISH FOR WAT??

when u all saw me n her together means wat? i m filrting her? do u noe wat she is talkin to me?
wanna noe HUH THOSE KPO ONES??
NOW I TEL UU!!

everytime i sad i moody! only she n someone else KNOW, WHY WHY WHY?? izzit tat ther is alway ppl hu dun care at all? huh? never realli go notice me? look at me!!! do my face says, I M HAPPY??

u noe wat she will sae? she will first ask wat happen after tat she will alway sae!
dun think too much dun think too much, u must believe her ma! u her stead leh! must support her instead of angry her ma!! she needs u, go cheer her up lah or go talk to her. go find her all tat.

SEE SEE SEE!! tats wat she will sae all the time! den u all tot wat? we are FILRTING? soo free ah? WTF!! can u all see the WHOLEEE story le den say anything STUPID??


if i dun hav CLOSE girl-friend, HOW WOULD i KNOW HOW GIRLS FEEL?
same as girls, if girls dun hav close guys friend how would they noe how guys think?? AGREE??



i m not proving anything
jus wan to get things CLEAR!! dun wan bcoz of me den hai dao her..






in th end of everything, i still love u alot alot.
lets us enjoy the last few moment can ma?

I m totally heartbroke.


i tried evrythng! even wif the celebration,
tats my greatest wish, tats wat i wish for 6 months ago til tat dae.
jus celebrate it wif uuu only..

in the end..

my wish crush into tears!

UGLY STITCHES get offff meee tml!! hahahs..
oh yessss!!

but my eye de blood still! hais..

TATS NAN REN DE SHANG COU UNDERSTAND??
NOT KANA BEATEN LAHX IDIOTS!!
dunnoe how many sae le, ERH NI BEI DA AHX??
=.======== piangs!!

tml goin arron de chalet at east coast! i hope tats not bomb!
hmm gonna buy some light sticks n bring radio or smt over
to blasttttt ther.. go plae roller blade or cycling!! wohooo
both i lik! i miss roller blade de most!! gosh!

SHEN RI KUAI LEEE!! =DD..

some special person birthdae todae!
hahas so shuang lohx.
got so many hao jie mei help her celebrate! WOW=)..
whaahs she confirm lik birthdae now!
can have so much fun!



hmm so heartache leh! she threw it away!
gosh!! cry le lahx, y i dun wan early go up?
den can see the cake le! aiyoo!!
sad sad, hmm anyway tats a dae to rem..
hahas..






i m quite worry bout my eyes now..



Frm this!













\







UGLY FREAKKKKK!! see the blood? tats how serious. click to zoom in!






















to this!!























the blood in my eyes is spreadin veri fast, it gonna hit the black spot wher by we use tat to see things!!kaos wat if i go blind? fuckkk!! it will blur if i stare at somethin for sometime.
stitches off me at this comin sat! oh yeah.
starting my eyes isnt pain but now, it start to come le.

i dun wan to go BLIND!!

i will not live my life lik tat!

4HRS 30min MORE TO HER BIRTHDAE!!
soooo fasst lehx..






after everything is settle, i will delete everything.

MONSTER!! MONSTER!!

i had turned into a ugly monster le! ='(( how how?
hope it will recover soon within one dae!
gosh sooo fast soo fast comin holy shit!
nervous nervous shit!

i think if got any ghost or monster movie
i dunn need to put anything on my face de
lik tat go act sure can get best monster award de..
kaos. sad lahx! y the hell m i sooo dumb?

dare for fuck? sia leh.. now lik kana punched
by ppl, got blue black ther. jiaxi jus now sae
PUT MAKEUP PUT MAKEUP! if not veri chou lehx
waaa tml i go try see can anot! whahas..
dun care le lahx dun wan to look lik a monster..


SAT SAT SAT!! holy shit! tat dae is when i hav to
remove all those stitches, omg sooo scare lahx
hu can accompany me go? at least when got ppl den
i will ren ma.. piangs hu can hao xin pei me?
voluteer urself !! goshhhh!!

*BEFORE


















*AFTER






















*My blood, got alot alotde i wash away le.


































Aiyoo nv tak pic of my face jus now hor, sooo bloody red lehx. so numb.
i was ridng bike at the basketball whn i go ge kiang dare jiahao i will full speed right to the end.. den i chiong lohx he sae he wanna turn left but too fast, so being a better rider i accept tat challenge without using my pig brain to think.

m i on depressed mood tats y?

i jus ride le , paddle abit den full speed. i really use all my strength, withou thinkin th consequences danger, i jus wan to die tat time.. wen i reach the last court already same too fast, even faster than jiahao so i cant turn in time n jus crash on the fence.. my head n face kana the most serious de, den my hand. i hav difficulties holdin on things le. when i crash le i smile bck n pretend i was fine. den i realise

blood jus keep flowin down, at first i tot is sweat but after tat i use my hand n touch.
its blood. damn hell lots of blood.


den right side of my face all cover wif blood, its stil flowin down.. den jiahao saw me stand ther so long he knew something is wrong den he rush to me n sae waaa siao, serious leh. they were lik so shocked!! n i was ther blur,



i didnt feel any pain at all, not at all. even my hand also. when i reach the bench ther, suddenly jus lik bck to stable condition le, de i was so dizzy my head start to crack lik hell, my hand also.. the blood in my hand.. it was so scary, first time so serious..

den mr SNG came after tat i went G.O le den he ask me wait den send me to clinic.. so i regret taking up the challenge, but y i didnt reject? risk taker? or jus purely dumb..



went for stitching,


5needles on the bigger wound
1needles on the other..

no pain again gosh!
i m a brave man baby!

""JOURNEY TO THE EAST, Kings bikers""
FEATURING actors




-Crazy pig TAN ZHU HAO,
-Friendly ghost LIM JUN HAO!!





Last yr, i borrowed a bike frm my uncle. so before i borrow frm him i use to have a bike also. so u know i love challenges, extreme dangerours stuff.. At first, i went cycling ard the neighbourhood for fun riding den i tot, hmm i went to bukit timah hill b4 hor ( not the visitor centre , back door to timah hill ) den the roads all tat lik so fun to ride on, bcoz all rocks lah slopes n water.. lik mountain biking.





So i called up zhuhao, as i noe he is the most steady among all my friends, DANGEROUS stuff? he's on the first to join me! tats y i only call him futhermore he is the only wif bike other than tok lahx but he mama boy lah cnt come out. so he agree to go timah also. we went riding fir the first time together, up the hills lahx down the slopes lahx this n tat, soooo FUN=)) so exciting. so we when we finished the ride, two hrs past le. waa so long loh bcoz we dunnoe the road ma den mistake. so we ride bck to bukit panjang lohx






second attempt on the hill, we only use 45min to clear everything, wow we r gettin faster indeed
so as thing are goin so well, my bike spoilt! gosh! so i borrow a bike le lohx.


~~~~



Now the story begin!

i told zhuhao, hmm bukit timah hen sianz hor? lik so short.. he agree so i think mayb we should try further distance. he agreed too! wow steady bahx.. hahas.. suddenly i tot of the road maps! ahhh miracle he got at his house. so i sit on his bed n study the book. wher is our next destination all tat lahx. den i sae lets go IKEA? hmm lik so short leh. den i sae




let go VIVO city.. wahhas..

so i plan the route le see wher to start all tat. we are ready to go! haahs. its during holiday





when we start our game!..




he meet me under his block n we head off. we ride to bukit batok mrt, den jurong mrt den continue alll the way to queenstown de mrt! waaaa on the way soooo jialat leh! bcoz we first time follow mrt track ma, den FIRST time leh we sweat le kana raining! waaa den dry to got sweat again den KANA RAINING again piangs! two times leh soo smelly lohx! hahas..



so at queenstown le we look at the map again we head for IKEA den can go vivo ma. soo we ride n ride, tat time i go a good bike wif me so i m not even tired at all. hmm den reached IKEA le we rest n look at map again. its 3.30 i rem hahas. den after rest le, w chiong again.





so FINALY we sae PSA! waaa we r close le. after 10min ride again. we reached! =)





harbour front de interchange also vivo lahx! hmm den we rest le jiu sae. waaa so fast jiu reach le ahx? sianx leh! hahas so we lik siao de keep goin further n further.
so vivo jus seen not enough for us. we chiong for esplanade! wohooo some pic! we were at the park near esplanade,



































































































the end!!
to be continue!

~~~~







""JOURNEY TO THE EAST, Kings returns""



this time we gone even crazier.. we went same route as last time,



-clementi mrt
-queenstown mrt
-red hill mrt
-vivo city
-den esplanade






den
guess the place bahx!







THATS RIGHT! NATIONAL STADIUM! =))





















TATS MY TEAM MATE, shuai bahx.
























yeah tats me! stadium behind..






















it cant b wrong..






















yes it is! KALLANG..

















~~~~


Our crazy adventure dun jus end lik tat.
next is








EAST COAST PARK!! OMGGGG!!




















Me again.




















No other pose le! this one not bad bahx? hahas.




















DO u think we jus go home? no way!!



~~~~




NEXT IS,








GUESS GUESS GUESS?? no ans? well keep lookin down.
























let me present to u!
CHANGI AIRPORT

!! WAHAHAH can u beat us? last stop!





















*Total distance covered, more than 50km or more i think..
try to challenge us man! wohooo!!

summore i m not riding a MOUNTAIN bike wif gears!
i m ridin a GT wif one gear only!

comon man , challange me instead!! WAHAHHAS..
HAPPY HAPPY!!
kings!







Future!


-ang mo kio
-pasir ris
-PUNGGOL

yesterdae went town alone. hmm den reach fareast at ard i think erm, 3.30 bahx den wana find things lohx. hmm tml nv go out, den i can go down again le. den go ther walk walk den saw ciyun gang, wif weixiong kuang aubrey K.dong.. den i join them shop shop also lohx, bcoz i alone ma. hmm den at fareast slack slack le de jiu go pacific de stussy lohx, wann buy a cap but den suddenly dun wan hahas.

ciyun sae i wear cap nicer if didint WAAAA chou ah! hahas.. but nvm i jus their honest attitude. hmm den after that went heeren walk walk, stay ther for quite some time too. i found some of my MAN MAN de shirt le, nice nice! hahahs. i gonna buy it when things r done! saw something also! hahas.. hmm den when we bout to go le den saw Liling n one gal forget her name! hahas.. den went cine, aiyoo wanna join the hiphop dance de thingy but den i ONLY leh. so paiseh leh! aiyoo!! den reject ='(((((.. i jus givup a chance for me to dance! i wan learn leh! only can dance abit nia! hahas..

hmm den after tat xiong the all wann eat so after eat le, slack outside cine again! SUDDENLY! i saw SOMEONE!! den ciyun sae ERH BINBIN leh! den i was HAH? wher?.. waaa she in sch already walk so fast liao even OUTSIDE she also lik GAN HUO CHE leh! walk so fast cant even sae a HI at least.. hmm den after tat i wann go home le bcoz got bdae party, so i went to TAKA the book shop forget wat name le! hmm den i go find TAROT cards=))!! gosh i FOUND IT! but expensive, i cry le lahx! wan tat so much leh but 50++ dollars! DRAGON deck wahahah i want tat! yesss!

so after my tarot cards le den went ard taka walk walk abit sianx liao jiu go wheelock place to find my TREASURE! impt tool! hahas. den take 190 to cck mrt. its 8 smt le i think waaa so tired lohx. piangs ppl i WANNA SEE DE DIDINT APPEAR, dEN dun wan see de jiu =.= showed up! orchard sooo big mehx??? paings jus wann take a look or jus peek at her only ma, summore she also at HEEREN lohx waaa stab myself lah!

so i reached lot 1 le, den called my dad ask him come fetch me! hahas.
den reached le! piangs so sia suay dun wan talk le.



todae de things tml den post bahx need pic to PROVE hahas..

After that,
everything will go back to its original,
hope that all of us will have a happy life..
Impossible is nothing but
Nothing last forever as well, instead why dont
we enjoy all the way, so that as least i still got
a beautiful memories that i will never forget in my life!
Dont make yourself regret, thats the most important
thing.


When its back on track again,
i know what will happen , how to react and what to do.

Neither a lover nor a friend.
then, what am i?hmm.

Wish to talk to you
Wish to hug u when i see you as a
lover, but u need time
you cant accept that way now.

Treat you as my friend for the time being?
i tried! everytime i did, its aching
it tells me that,
hey Jasper, i know its hard but..
i can't bring myself to that, how?

Totally trapped, who am i for now?
How should i face u next week?
i want to make it happy for you,
FUN FUN FUN kai xin kai xin! =)




But as
a friend? or lover?

Todae nth special lah! jus went to pool lohx..
den hahas someone was ther too =))..
hmm suddenly got power but drop in
aiming lohx!

piangs normally can do better de den
bcome lousy le hahas.. nvm..
challenge hongjiong lah and iain.
wa iain sae he dunnoe how to plae in the end
still can plae so good lohx. hahas. kns
he bluff me! hmm den bout
5.30 i think den we left le..

scare talkin to her, why?
scare in the end is i talkin to myself only
den nv say anything. malu leh! hahas.
at least i pitched her le! =p..

MY EYES MY EYES, wa lik gone out of position,
hit by the wonderful smack by kunny..
den my left eye ball was seeing
stars le..

omfg, den when we r having eng xtra lesson.
holy shit! i bite my lips n tongue! kaos
can taste some sour liquid obviously tats blood,
imagine blood wif oreo! nice? yummy! hhas..

B4 tat we had charms program, for teaching
us how to manage our time den teach us
the correct method to study bahx..

but we go ther lik joke joke joke den plae a fool
SEE THE CHIO BU TEACHER! piangs!
CIYUN AUBREY GAVIN LAH! all se gui ah!!
keep staring lohx! summore they sae GREEN COLOUR
GREEN COLOUR de! wats tat? of coz
some rubber band to hold the two cups lah! utd? hahas..

den go colour hunt le jiu smell hunt! tat CIYUN,
sae waaaa her perfume hen xiang leh! kaos!
den he lik keep on breath in the air lohx! lik,
those pian tai sia! hahahahs..

cant stand them, but honestly speaking she is quite
pretty also! hahas no evil intention pls!
i lik her cheek bone so much! so nice lohx!
same as mine de deep cut! and so obvious de shape!
yupp mine r sexy too!! oops! sorry! wahhas =DD..
mine are nicest! best!

so wat if i m fat? hahahs, zhu hao also kana slam down
by me on the floor! wahahs! he veri kb ah bo pian!..
HAH? cnt do pull-up so wat?
i can succeed one dae! hahas jiahao later will sae,
use ur leg do pull up lah! alway use running!
no choice! he use arm strength, i use leg de strength!
de can win him wahahs!



psps wann wave to u de, but scare leh!
bcoz u everytime nv wave bck de.
so sorry! hahas. =)

ACT COOL!


























JUS HAVING FUN!!





















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For u, i will..



One thing tat holds me on.
One thing tat is so powerful to let me fall so deep
One thing tat cant b describle using words
One thing tat can make u so happy n hurt u as much
One thing tat giv u surprise tat u ever imagine!
One thing tat says, " she's mine for the rest of my life! "..
One thing tat says, " Make me ur only man! only me! "..

One thing tat says,
" As long as there is love ther is chance, to make it the best! "

One thing tat says,
" I will always be there for u when u need me! i promise u "..

One thing tat says,
" if u really want so much, be selfish make her ur only one! "..

One thing tat says,
" For u, i m willing to do anything! as long as u still loves me! "

One thing tat says,
" Everytime i saw u, how i wish u could walk slowly than usual n jus stop or slow down and look at me for a min! "..

One thing tat says,
" All the hugs and kisses, dun make it the last.. Second chance to make it better! i really need u! "

Two things tat really made a beautiful chapter in my life!
-Love
-The sweet and Lovely , You..<3



11 more days, 15 things in mind.

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*Beautiful u, Tel me ur ans soon.
if u dun wan jus reject,
if u wan, grab n hold me, never let go again.
dun wan u to regret on ur decision after tat
dun hestitate, be brave ,
choose using ur heart n feel it

i wan u to tel me in person.
at least i can still face u using time, b4 TAT dae comes.
~no matter wat, jus wan u to b happy.